Saturday, September 8, 2012

Today...

I want to give up on GFCF. Not on biomed, but on GFCF. I'm not going to... yet. I don't think. Maybe, I don't know. I am just not seeing the changes that many people see so quickly. Maybe, just like with the stimulant meds, she's just one of the kids that GFCF is not going to help. I DO think there are some things that are going to come up on testing, I DO think she's going to need some supplements and perhaps avoid some other foods, but honestly, I am just so tired of her having to avoid certain foods, especially the ones that she begs and cries for. In fact, I HATE it. It breaks my heart often, as her emotional reactions are almost too much to bear. I KNOW people have it so much worse, I do. Today, I just feel like I can't take it anymore. I can take everything I have to do... it's really not that big of a deal at all. I just can't take how it makes fer feel emotionally, when it's not making any difference. If I felt in my gut that this was helping her, I would keep on keepin' on... but I don't. I don't know what to do.
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  1. Justin and JessicaSeptember 11, 2012 at 8:09 PM

    When do you find out test results?

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  2. MelissaSeptember 12, 2012 at 5:37 AM

    Sept 27 is our first phone follow-up... 30 min. Then we will have another 30 min or 1-hour one, as she is doing 2 sets of tests. The first set I will get results on the 27. Second set I'm not sure... probably a few weeks after that. They had to order a kit for me and were waiting for it to come it. She does 4 tiers of testing based on results of each, but I asked her to order the first 2... though we split them up due to cost.

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